Taylor and I are going out! I'm really excited about it. Oh and about the title: it's an awkward opportunity.

I haven't posted in a fricking long time.

Taylor came over today! It was great. We jammed and climbed out my window like four times and walked to the store and bought strawberry daquiri mix and then got home and realized we had no ice. But Heather swooped in and saved the day! Really she just brought us ice, but it was very heroic.

Less chirpy note: currently being stalked by Ron. On Friday he asked me to makeout with him and I didn't, so yesterday he called and wanted to make out. I still didn't. So today he called and wanted me to go to the movies with him. Couldn't go, didn't want to. He's taking me to lunch tomorrow though. I told him I'd go so I can't really get out of it now without being really rude. Hopefully I can get AJ to come along for protection.

Goals for the week:
1) Find a way to tell Taylor that I like him.
2) Find a way to make Ron understand that I DON'T like him....

I'm not in a good mood and I haven't the slightest idea why. I was even worse a little while ago. I feel bad because I was on the phone with Dillon and wasn't given him half the attention he deserved. I really want to be happy! I'm honestly trying to be, but it's not helping very much. I keep thinking 'maybe if i search through the medicine cabinet there's a pill that will make me happy.' There isn't, of course, and I don't even like pills. So the whole idea doesn't make sense. I'm really just not myself right now.

Today when I walked up to the group after school Heather told me that Trevor's going to live with me until he graduates. Obviously thats not happening, (Because I don't know him. All I know is that his name is Trevor and he friends with Heather and Emily.) but it got me thinking: I want to live in a commune. My house has far too much space and not enough people to fill it. You guys should all move in! Or as many people as will fit. We might want to wait for my dad to add another bathroom though. Or take less showers than we're accustomed to. Ew.

A word of (completely random) warning: Do not eat Butter Rum lifesavers. They taste like eggnog.

Today was a good day. I totally aced my math test! 100%!! This is very exciting in an exceptionally nerdy way...
It just occured to me that I'm a total slacker. (I honestly didn't notice it until now.) I still haven't finished my doll, I have ignored my guitar to the point that if he were human I'd have to put him in therapy, and I have a CIM paper to write for math by Friday. *sigh* I'll get around to it.
It's freezing in here. I need to invent a sweater that is completely static-proof and really really super comfy. Or I need to wash the sweater I have. It has taco sauce on it. Long story but the bottom line is that it's Nicks fault.